unpredictable~**

xtaw nak citer apa..lately mmg slalu je hangout wif friends..even dah tgh bulan..
kehidupan kat sini ok..mentally aku rs x ok..penat ngan keje dan dok fikir who i am and what happen wif me in the future..lol..kenapa masa begitu singkat?
kerana sy byk buang masa dan x menghargai masa?
perasaan dgn man next door? erk..sgt tidak menggembirakan..perasaan mcm ABC..everything all in one..its delicious bila beku..bila cair..mak x suka sgt nyahhh..
of kos la feeling 2 rs bangga...idong kembang kempis...BUT..seriously..ada perasaan negative lagik byk dr positif..Ya Allah..i really hope that i'm save here..dikelilingi oleh org yg baek2..Ameen..sumtimes i feel really stupid kenapa gatal hantar msg kat surat yg diletakkan kat grill pintu umah aku yg xde pagar tuh....
Aku mmg harap ada pasangan..however i'm kinda person that dont have that feel rite now..x kesah org nak ckp apa..x kesah my x dah btunang or kawen or wateverrr..i mmg really happy for it..


Note: Hormon aku x stabil kot..erks..

Cepatnya masa berlalu~**

Masa begitu pantas skali..rs mcm baru ari isnin..tup..tup..rupa2nya..sok adalah ari sabtu.kenapa aku rs mcm tu ea?











Nota Kaki: Kalau asik wat keje..smpai biler pon x abis..so kesimpulannya..xnak wat keje..wink2

kesinambungan Ceritera my age is dot dot~**

Disebabkan penurunan my age is dot..dot dot...i nak mgucpkan terima kasih bebanyak kepada family serta kwn2 yg wish my burfday..sgt terharu..aku rs tahun ni la aku dapat byk kek dr tahun2 yg lepas..lilin pon makin bkurang..uhukk..(happy yey!)

My Chronology birthday celebration(pergh..mcm haper je ader kronologi2 nih):


Around 12 am (2nd january 2010)

-got sms dr kawan2 skolah rendah/men/matriks..wahh..sgt terharu..tq kawan2
-also got birthday wish from lan.. tharu jugak..dia igt jugak birthday ku..maen,nana,isni,amiza,aja dan kwn2 yg laen..
-Suprise birthday party from zana,huda and mimi..aku dpt mkn kek eskrem...suka bangat! terima kasih okies!

3rd january 2010

-pickup ben at klia..kebetulan ben bwk byk kek lapis and choc cake lembap..home made from his mom..thus, i assume..its also my birthday cake..(uwekk perasan)..sgt sedap jugakk


4th january 2010

-celebrate birthday wif my family..happy jugakkk sebab sumer ader wink2..as usual menu family aku ialah kfc and cake jugakkk..yummyyy


5th January 2010

-celebrate wif shazana,shamala and chaiwen at kopitian di impian belakang fac. suka kek cappuccino tuh..:D terima kasih kawan2..



Nota Kaki: Terima kasih yg menyambut ulangtahun sy dan jugak yg wish..yg x wish xper..tahun dpn wish lagik okeh
Nota Kaki2: ofkos happy!

my age is dot dot

Bila tahun baru..umur aku akan meningkat..Alhamdulillah..Allah panjangkan umurku..untuk bernafas..untuk menghargai dan menikmati limpah kurniaNya..


Walaupun umoq meningkat dr 23 ke 24thn..(ehemm..)..masa dok hantar rpp kat fakulti tersebut..aku dok tcongok x dilayan di kaunter tu..terpakse beratur ngan anak2 yng sebok dok nak gugurkan subjek2..erk..akak cool je..so akak lambat akak beratur je lah..silap akak x pakai kad staff..maklum lew..umor dah meningkat..so lupa nak gantung kat leher..bila xdilayan..around 20 minit dok bediri..(sebab anak2 tu x mo kasi aku duduk..patutnya lelaki kene bediri kasi pempuan duduk..ni pempuan duk bediri plak..xsk!) br la dilayan..aku pon ckp la..

Puan tsebut: Yer dik nak aper.
me: Puan sy nak antar rpp ni..dan mintak jadual kelas sy
Puan tsebut: eh..lecturer kew..igt stdn..lupa akak..awk ada dtg semalam..sorry2..
me: Xper puan.. (sambil snyum cumel2 ditambahkan lg idung terkombang extra)

Kesimpulannya: aku x marah tggu lama2..sbb mmg patut kene ikut turn (ekceli suka bila dia igt aku stdnn yg belasan tahun tu awww i likeee)

Tahun ini..mcm xdew azam jew..sebab penat wat azam..hehehe..jadi yg hanya ada cita2 yang akan diusahakan InsyaAllah dgn izinNya..Semoga Allah permudahkanlah segala urusanku dan kwn2ku..





Nota Kaki: umoq meningkat tapi hati kene muda gitu~**

kunun2 BZ

Olaaaaaa...lamanya dah x updet..wink2..nak wat mcm ne..sebok gilos..pastu tenet aku dah potong..ni aku tenet di opis..opss jgn bg tahu boss sy....

Sejak masuk keje..balik keje dah collapse..stamina dah kureng..haha..balik keje mesti aku dah melepet kat depan tv..tgk citer cucu betong kalau aku sempat..pastu sambung tgk balqis sambil2 ngeteh..kalau teringat nak sapu umah..aku sapu +mop..

tetapi aku leh ckp aku mmg kepenatan...kene minum kacip fatimah ker? erk..maybe aku nak adapt ngan keadaan skang..hello..dah sebulan..still x leh adapt..goshh..sumthing wrong wif me kot!...


18dec 2009..
Hari keramat wat adik aku..Farah & Mi..Semoga berbahagia ke anak cucu..cpt2 kasih aku anak sedara byk2 okeh!

25 dec 2009
Krismas kat Kuantan..mula2 x mo pi..tapi last2 minute aku pi jugak..so pi borong kepok lekor..hv fun jugak..happy jumpa family huda..wish i can come again to ur house =D

29 dec 2009
Aku rasa aku keracunan makanan..erk..pening2 lalat..pi jumpa doc..doc kata aku x demam lor..erk..malu je..but i know sumthing wrong wif me..and yes..ptg tu aku balik keje aku collapse lagi..aku membuta dpn tv..x jadik nak kuar pi ekspo..next week kt pi..

Today
Setelkan jadual and lab sheet wif shamala..still have more notes to be completed..erk..susah nya nak wat nota..so 2 my beloved students tolongla hargai notes yg bakal u all terima okeh..penat wat nie..=P


Nota Kaki: makin jauh~**

Rasa Lain~**

-one malaysia-

As mention in the previous post..i hope my energy can recover by this weekend..but it seems like i'm still weak..hoho..i'm also feel so tired attending methodology course and last week i'm attending c# course..heeee actually its my fault..because i'm requested it..no one pushed me to attended this courses heeee..so i shuld hv funnn wif it not keep complaining wif u..i cant imagine if my class start next month..is it will be more terrible and horrible like now..ewww..i think i should do a schedule for my self..i'm a type of person need to hv schedule..hehe i'm not shame to tell it here..maybe some person dont like to have a list what to do today..but i kindda luv to do it..actually those courses is really beneficial to my friends and me..and the reasons are as below:

Why attending C# course?
1. I don't know what is c #
2. I have to refresh my knowledge since i will t**ch language prog (0mG!)
3. I'm stupId in programming especially in theory
4. I have to fill up my free time with learning new thing..nope hoyee hoyee in my office..

Why attending Methodology Course?
1. It MUST for those who want to further study next year
2. I dumb in the researching
3. Its a way to push me to start doing my proposal
4. Need to learn how to make a g00d proposal


Let me list out why I feel so tired:
1. I'm getting older!
2. Don;t have enough stamina
3. I just finish my study but have to work
4. Attending those courses
5. Moving house
6.Doing someone assg..(sux)
7. I feel down


why i feel down?
1. i know i should feel happy because i just finish my master..so i should proud of it event it only by courses
2. i hv to further my study
3.i dont know who is my potential spvs
4. i demotivated because i have to study hard by next year..all the speaker in methodology courses shared their experience and i can feel its is really though and i cant imagine how i can face it alone!
5. I have to teach next sem..daaa..i'm not good in teaching!
6. last week, i went to carefour..then there is a cute gurl with her siblings (small notty kids)..i think she is around 14-15, and their trolly blocking my way..and she shout to her siblings " Adik..bagi makcik tu lalu"..erks..its really painful..how could u called me like that..and see..its spoiled my m00d until today..but..i'm just give her biggg..cutest smiling ever to her..and i said.."terima kasih"..



Nota kaki : I will do my best..InsyaAllah..

minggu yg memenatkan~**

dah start keje..sgt penat sebab pindah rumah,kemas rumah & jugak kursus..hopefully aku akan recover balik..hehe..next week pon sama..mintak2 jgn la muka aku ni nmpak kepenatan..since br pindah umah..so byk brg nak list..n target nak masak sendirik & bawak bekal..x nak mkn malam..& nak aerobic..tapi nak kene cr bento..supaya mkanan tu x sejuk sgt..& nak juga improve skill masak (ade ke skill masak)....

Pagi td lori pon sampai kat umah..membawa peti sejuk, mesen basuh and etc..sian uncle tu..aku salah kasi lorong umah..huhuh nampak dr umah aku lorong aku tu..tulis 6 tapi rupa2nya lorong 5..kwang2..garisan '-' pada no 5 tu dah terhakis..huhuh..sian uncle tu..aku sedar sebab dia lalu umah aku 2 kali..kunun2 nak parking jauh la kete aku..so that lori tu leh parkingg dkt ngan umah..